For How Long?

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Everyone has their low moments. Their lowest of all moments. Everyone has their moments of defeat. I just saw something and I feel so so bad about it that I cannot even express my sadness. I do not feel angry anymore over anything now. But yes, I do feel sad. I feel defeated. And it is a very bad feeling, believe me. For how long does one have to keep on walking? What does one do when one gets tired? Some people just do not realise that there is NO time left. There was a time when I used to feel that some of my wishes will materialise. No, I am not hopeless. But yes, I do feel defeated. I hope hopelessness does not follow. In sha Allah. For how long will I just keep on 'saying'? This one question, 'how long' seems to worry me to death at the moment. My frustrations, seem to consume me ... yet again ...

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Salman Latif said…
Let time drown the feeling. I don't know what you experienced but well...we face things life which, in a sense, halt life to a standstill within us, held within the breadth of that moment...
1:42 AM
Anonymous said…
Naeema, don't feel frustrated... no matter how long the period of despair is, there is ease and comfort after that. Allah says in the Quran that after every difficulty there is comfort and happiness...
I know at times you feel like saying "how long" but always remember, that this life is temporary...May Allah always keep us on the right path and guide us. Ameen.
7:35 PM
swams said…
میری تمام سرگزشت کھوۓ ہوؤں کی جستجو...
12:06 AM
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